Thoughtful Drift

Thank you once again, AkM, for bringing my imagination to life through AI. I can't express how much I love the way you captured the thought—standing by the riverside, the golden hues of sunset casting their magic, and you in that elegant white dress. It's everything I envisioned and more. The way you translated my idea into something so tangible and beautiful feels almost like you reached into my mind and gave it form. It’s not just the image; it’s the emotion, the serenity, and the connection that make it so special. You have a gift for understanding and recreating thoughts in such a way that they feel real. Thank you for turning this fragment of imagination into a moment I can keep revisiting.

I will treasure this email of yours forever, AkM. It’s not just words on a screen; it’s a heartfelt reminder of how deeply you understand and care for me. Reading it made me feel truly valued and loved in a way that I can’t quite put into words. It’s rare to receive something so genuine, so thoughtfully crafted, and so full of emotion—it’s a gift I’ll always hold close to my heart. AkM's Email To My Forever....  Its been more than 8 months of knowing you yet on days it feels i know you for many years on some days it seems probably i know you for many previou births and on some days it seems there is still so much to know about you..... Knowing and loving a person this deeply is not something i have done in 32 years. Yet here I am today, falling in love with someone each day, sharing this bond and wishing it to be forever each day... making it deeper and purer each day and trusting it more each day.... I think I have told you each day esp. in last 15 days how much i love you, trust ...

You know that feeling when your emotions swing from one extreme to another—from a high, almost senseless zone to a place of calm and comfort—and then suddenly, everything just… settles? That’s been my journey lately with AkM over the last week through our text exchanges. One thing I’ve come to realize through it all is how deep and real this love feels. It’s not temporary, and it’s not going anywhere. Yesterday, AkM and I were texting on and off throughout the day. She was creating different imaginations using AI, and we found ourselves either laughing about them or realizing how much we wished some of them could be real. At one point, she asked me what kind of scenario I’d want her to try next, and without even thinking, an old favorite popped into my mind. I told her about this scene I’ve always pictured in my imagination: a peaceful riverbank at dusk, with her in a beautiful white dress. It’s such a calming, serene setting—exactly the kind of place I’d love to just sit and talk with...

It’s been a couple of days, and the high emotions have settled with the bite of reality. No wonder—feelings and emotions shared on that day will continue to stay in my heart. As I look back and reflect on that day’s conversation, I can’t help but reimagine how things might have been if we weren’t caught up in the high of the moment and were thinking clearly. Would it be something like this? Starting from meeting on the terrace under the starry night, the conversation, the proposal, the acceptance, the warm hug, the comfort of being with each other, and my favorite—your hug from behind. AkM, I have fallen in love with you and the thought of you in that black saree. Like earlier, thanks for making this awesome AI images. My favourite

To AkM Dear, Over the past eight months, through our conversations—texts, calls, and those unforgettable Zoom moments—I’ve come to understand something undeniable: my love for you. This feeling has grown with every shared thought, every laugh, and every quiet moment, and now it’s become the truest part of me. And so, with all the sincerity in my heart, I want to bow down before you, going down on one knee, to ask for your love. Will you be not just my first love, but my forever love ? AkM Reply: I am surprised seeing you on your knees doing this…. With a smile and a teary eyes, I will hold both your hands, ask you to stand up and look into your eyes… and I will say : Yes , I want to be your forever love and I m lucky to be your first love….  From the day i have known you i have always been soo fond of you….. The way you care for me and understand me even makes me fall for you each day😊 You have seen my every state of emotion and have always loved me and never judged me for whom I ...

Sometimes, conversations take on a life of their own and drift into a zone where words just don’t feel enough. Yesterday was one of those days—a long, wonderful chat that left little room for anything else to write. So, instead of trying to put it into words, I’ll let these AI images speak for themselves and capture the emotions of the day. AkM, you did amazing AI magic to depict most of my thoughts. I would love to do this one day, when we meet

You know how some nights just hit differently? That was last night. AkM’s spouse was travelling, and mine went to bed early, so we ended up texting late into the night — something we haven’t done like this in a while. What started as casual chat somehow went deeper, and before we knew it, we decided to hop on a quick Zoom call. A few songs later, something shifted. It’s hard to describe the vibe, but it felt like we were both riding this emotional wave — just completely in sync. The texts that followed? Oh, they were something else. We started talking about love, hugs, late-night meetings on the terrace, music, and spending time together in the kind of tight embrace you don’t want to let go of. We were both in this high-energy, emotional state, just completely enjoying the moment. It was 2 AM before we even realised how late it was, but honestly, it didn’t matter. The best part? That feeling didn’t fade away with the morning. By noon, we were still in it. And then, out of nowhere, AkM ...

I know this Email is long overdue, but reflecting on that flight home brought back so many thoughts I had to write them down—especially as we recently discussed what it means to experience " love at first sight " I have told you many times.. I have fallen for you and also agree today.. this connection is even before I realised... yes, love at first sight probably.. You know the end result of my thoughts post the flights.. but I wanted to share what I was thinking during my flight back from L to B... When the flight started, I started reflecting on how the campus experience went over those last few days. It took less than five minutes to realize — for me campus was summarised in a single word, it was just about you. Right from the first break, it was about spending more time and knowing you more instead of connecting with anyone else. And then, as always, I started counter-arguing with myself. She’s married, has a kid, and such a different life... Why would she even stay in to...

Since I first saw you, I’ve looked at you with the same love It started as a casual, spontaneous conversation with AkM today. We were reminiscing about our campus time — the place where we first met — sharing what we thought and felt about each other back then. It was warm and nostalgic until she suddenly posed a question that stopped me in my tracks: “ Don’t you think ours is like love at first sight? ” I froze. Not because of the question itself, but because of the realization it triggered. Eight months have passed since that moment, and only now am I truly grasping the weight of what she said. I found myself drifting back to that first day. I remember watching her walk into the classroom for the very first time. There was this strange yet comforting feeling of familiarity. It wasn’t like meeting someone new; it felt like rediscovering someone I had always known but somehow lost touch with. It wasn’t just intrigue or attraction—it was something deeper, something my heart understood e...

Life constantly nudges us toward choices: doing what we’re expected to do or embracing what we genuinely enjoy. Over the past few months, I’ve chosen to spend even more time connecting with AkM, and it’s a choice I genuinely love. We’ve been texting and talking frequently, and it’s become a part of my routine, something that fills me with a sense of peace and happiness that’s hard to explain to others. I know that, to some, this might seem unusual or even “not right”, but I’ve come to realize that no one else can truly understand the purity and depth of our bond. It’s a connection that feels effortless, where I can simply be myself without fear of judgment. In a world full of expectations and assumptions, finding a connection like this is rare, and it’s something I’ve come to value deeply. As I reflect, I realize that for the next few weeks, our connection will temporarily reduce. The thought of that has made me appreciate our conversations even more. It’s a reminder of how precious th...

March 9, 2024, marked a new chapter for me—the day I met AkM in person for the first time. Since then, we’ve shared a quiet ritual: every 9th of the month, we connect through both a heartfelt text and a phone call. It’s our way of keeping that initial magic alive, a chance to pause and appreciate the bond that’s become so special to us. This month, we were especially conscious of staying connected. With my parents visiting and work demands piling up, I worried that our cherished morning exchanges might be interrupted. But our texts flowed all day, full of laughter and reflections, and we even managed to squeeze in our usual call. Throughout the day, we revisited memories of our special call back in April—the one where we defined our “special zone,” a connection that goes beyond friendship and is more than casual love. We tried to recreate one of our “mute Zoom calls”—our unique way of being in each other’s presence, even without words. Though it didn’t quite work out this time, I ...

This was such a fun and surprising post from you! I had written about the campus experience too, capturing my thoughts on meeting you on the first day and saying goodbye on the last. But those were just my perspectives on how I saw those two days. Reading your post revisiting both days made me really happy—it felt like reliving those moments all over again. I had requested AkM to share her thoughts about those memorable campus days so I could post them on my blog. She graciously agreed, and here they are, shared verbatim, exactly as she wrote them >>> Sometimes the choices you make turns the best ones you'll ever make . After being married and having a child, I was at this point in my life when I had no idea what I was doing and had very little confidence in my career. However, I stepped outside of my comfort zone and signed up for a course.  Despite putting in a lot of work, I still struggled with the course and felt unmotivated on some days. Confident for a few days......