You know that feeling when your emotions swing from one extreme to another—from a high, almost senseless zone to a place of calm and comfort—and then suddenly, everything just… settles? That’s been my journey lately with AkM over the last week through our text exchanges. One thing I’ve come to realize through it all is how deep and real this love feels. It’s not temporary, and it’s not going anywhere.
Yesterday, AkM and I were texting on and off throughout the day. She was creating different imaginations using AI, and we found ourselves either laughing about them or realizing how much we wished some of them could be real. At one point, she asked me what kind of scenario I’d want her to try next, and without even thinking, an old favorite popped into my mind.
I told her about this scene I’ve always pictured in my imagination: a peaceful riverbank at dusk, with her in a beautiful white dress. It’s such a calming, serene setting—exactly the kind of place I’d love to just sit and talk with her.
What I didn’t expect was how amazing the AI-generated result would be. When she sent me the pictures, I was stunned. It was so close to what I’d always imagined that it felt almost real. For a moment, it was like stepping into the daydream I’ve carried with me for so long.
Looking at it, I couldn’t help but wish I could actually live that moment. Spending hours with her in such a peaceful place—it’s the kind of thing I know would stay with me forever. And now, thanks to that picture, that wish feels even stronger.
I’m starting to notice a pattern with these little wishes of mine. Whether it’s walking together, sitting by a river, or even just talking late into the night, they all come back to the same thing. It’s always about wanting more time with her.
What’s incredible is how something as simple as a picture can bring us closer, even if it’s just through shared imagination. These moments we create, even in our minds, feel so real to me. And maybe one day, they’ll be more than just wishes.
